Sunday, December 14, 2008

It's been 12-weeks and my Time has Come...


Yes. Tomorrow is the day I return to the working world. I have SO MANY mixed emotions about this. I have been very anxious about this day because I'm not sure how I will handle this. I know Jacob will be in the best care: Grandma Joey (my mom) will be watching him everyday. I think one of my biggest fears is that he becomes more used to my mom than me...will he even recognize me at the end of the day? He is changing so quickly right now, I feel so weary about leaving him with fear that I will miss out on a new "something." These last 12-weeks have flown right by. I've enjoyed every second of it, and just like these last few weeks, this new chapter (working and being mommy) I will take a day at a time and we will figure it out from there. I know I need to go back to work for now to atleast give myself that chance and see how it all goes...so here is a picture I keep in my mind to remind me of who's waiting for me when I get home.

7 comments:

Teresa said...

He is such a sweetheart. You will do great Jill. I promise you...he will ALWAYS be so happy to see you when you pick him up! It may seem a little challenging at first, but trust me, it gets easier every day. Good luck

Mandy said...

OMG Jill, that picture is so adorable. You'll be fine....going back to work actually makes you appreciate them 10 times more! And he will ALWAYS know who Mommy is!

Jessica said...

I agree with the girls - there is no replacement for Mommy!

Jessica said...

And good luck - I'll be thinking of ya all day!

Kelly said...

So how'd it go? I am so dying to see him in person. He gets cuter every day.

Anonymous said...

I hope your first day was good. I'll call you later in the week.
Thinking of you!

Amanda D. said...

Good luck! It will be ok...plus he's with your Mom..that's great!